luf

"loving someone means allowing the other person to respond in ways you have no control over. every time you engage yourself in an intimate, loving way with someone else you become at least partly subject to the exhilaration of hearing another person’s yes or the disappointment of his or her no. the more people you love, the more pain you may experience. for the great mystery of love is that while it can be received, it can also be rejected. every time you love you enter into the risk of love.”
-henri nouwen, turn my mourning into dancing

so basically, this scares the shit out of me...if i were just to be honest.